Lovely

I have a lovely and healthy relationship with my boyfriend. We met in highschool eight years ago but started dating only three and so years. And really, it's been amazing. We've both grown together in many ways. But we haven't had sex yet and the only times I've wanted to jump him (and have been unhinged enough to show it) I've been drunk. He's the only man this happens with, but it's not uncommon with most gals once I'm tipsy. We had a discussion about it and he said he would probably break up with me if I made out with other woman, which, fair. But now I'm starting to think maybe I started dating him too early because now I really can't explore the ladies beyond me in my privacy. I think I'd like it if we had a more open relationship because I still love him, but he's not the only one who’s sexually attractive to me 🤷