The only one

I lost 80% of the people I loved in 3 years, my dad, my granny, a large number of family, my “best friends” and you. You were emotionally immature, you didn’t exercise my brain, you didn’t provide much conversation or anything really… but you provided a tingle from the tips of my toes to the ends of my hair strands, a flutter in my heart that made me feel like I would explode with love. I didn’t even like you when we first met but I grew to love everything about you. After all that loss, all that incredible heartache, the nights of random hookups and knowing everything would be better than being with you, you still manage to be the only one I’m ever excited to see again, even if just driving past, just one look and I’d wrench with excitement.